Note To Myself ❤
Hi, Nindya..
How are you today? Hope you feel much better than before.
It's been a long journey, hasn't it? Are you okay?
Hey, listen. You are already being yourself and doing great absolutely! Look at how Allah designed everything, and none of His ways have disappointed or ruined your life, right?
Your journey doesn't end here, it's still, and it's going to be a long way to go. There will always be a checkpoint where you can't ask for help from anyone, except Allah and yourself. You still believe in yourself, don't you?
You are too kind to others but you are too fierce on yourself.
Bismillah, calm down Nindya.
Loving yourself is the first door to get your true happiness. How can you bring happiness to others when you are not happy enough?
There are several things that cannot be avoided by humans, and it called by Allah's destiny that must be accepted - as a lesson for the future. Then? You passed! You've done your best, just need a little evaluation to hold on for the rest of your life.
Humans are not free from flaws and mistakes, because we are not angels. You never expected to go through this phase of life, did you? But, this is what happened. Nin, thank yourself for surviving this far. Get ready and fight, there are still many people thay you need to make them happy - your parents, family, friends, and everyone who loves you even more than you think.
Hard obstacles are signs that Allah really loves you, because Allah doesn't want your attention get away from Him. So, shouldn't you be very happy to know that Allah always loves and protects you?
Do you feel more comfortable now?
Next time you're sad, please read this again to encourage you, Nin. I love you, and will always love you, myself.
Oh, one more thing. May there will be someone soon who also loves you for the rest of your life and can bring you happiness in this world and eternal life in His Jannah - to be your best friend and your husband who will protect you against the world, Insya'Allah.
Aamiin yaa rabbal'aalamiin ❤
Have a blessed birthday Nindya!
La tahzan innallaha ma'ana,
Hasbunallah wani'mal wakil ni'mal maula wani'man nasir,
Qala la takhafa innani ma'akuma asma'u wa ara.
Be grateful and let’s flying higher!
